Saturday, December 23, 2006
Emily Is Violet
I've been feeling really miserable the last couple of days. I'm not sure why. I've been somewhere between climbing the walls and crying my eyes out. It sucks. I wish it would stop. At any rate, I got a few sweet cards from Bella today. That made my day. The thing that really touched me, though, was the fact that she sent my family a really nice card. And that she included Judy on it as part of the family. I loved that. My family loved that. My ex would never, ever have done that (the nice card). She was very vocal about hating my family. It made it horrible to be trapped between loving both and wanting to love both and not feeling like it was okay to love both. So it meant a lot to me that Bella sent them a card.